Team Rocket

my awesome life...yea right

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 13:50:23 GMT

Ok so last night was so much fun....i had to work but i was working with katie and justin and we just messed around the whole night. Then i went over to staceys house and hung out...bobby, erin, brent, paul, and eric were all over there and I'll probably go over there tonight to and hopefully brent will be over there....im going to get him back! i promise i am....it kind of made me mad though...he was giving me crap about always being depressed. I was like well its your fault....i think it kind of made him mad but it is his fault and im not going to lie to him. omg i forgot, maycie was there to...shes so cute and shes getting so big. i got to help give her a bath yesterday before i went to work... aww i love babies...i want one! ok so maybe not yet but soon. for now i'll just stick with maycie. So....does anyone know what they doing this weekend? Im suppose to hang out with ryan but, yea i really dont know if thats going to happen...he kind of gets on my nerves and he always has to have some kind of plan..it drives me crazy. who cares what we do lets just go hang out some where. hes nice and all...i just get tierd of hearing "so whats the plan for this weekend." He'll ask me everyday untill friday....I dont fucking care what we do. Last weekend i guess he just assumed i was going to do something with him but i went to staceys house instead because i had hung out with him the night before and i wanted to hang out with my other friends that day, well he decided he was going to drive by staceys house like five times....yea that was a little weird. ok well im sitting here in first period and its almost over so i gotta go.
later hommies!

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 13:27:37 GMT

Hey Hey, whats going on every one? Not alot is going on here. My weekend pretty much sucked ass. Friday night me, amanda, and ryan went to pick up loui from work at like 11 and then we all went back to her sisters house because thats where we were staying. well her sister left and we were locked out of the house untill 3 that morning. oh yea and i also found out that night that brent and rachel broke up. you would think that would make me feel better but it really doens't. I want him back so bad sometimes i just feel like im going insane....you know what...i really think i am going crazy. I just dont know what i want anymore and lately i really dont give a fuck about anything. oh well im sure it will all get better eventually.

lets play a game called "when you catch fire"....
I wouldnt piss to put you out.

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 13:25:57 GMT

I really don't have much to talk about....So I guess i'll just put this poem in here...it's pretty good.

So here I am, sitting
Alone in the dark again
What a perfect fucking metaphor
I'm so tired of this
I know I have no reason to feel this pain but
Of course I can't stop it now

It's nights like this when
I don't want to hear solutions
And my dreams just tease me
With promises of a better tomorrow
That isn't today yet
And patience isn't one of my virtues

What, you mean this isn't normal for me?
Either I'm damn good at hiding this or
I spend a lot more time than I like to think
Lost in my head
Angst may be fashionable these days, but
I'd much rather be a happy geek

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 13:57:15 GMT

hey hey! I'm so glad it's friday...this has been the longest week of my life...seriously! so any ways tonight me and amanda are going to pick up my friend and her boyfriend, loui form work. than we are going to go hang out with cody, the guy I'm kind of seeing, and hopefully I'll get to spend the night with him...um I mean Im spending the night with amanda...but yea cody is so awesome. he has like the best personality and I always have so much fun when Im with him. Ok so enough about me...Does anyone even read my journal any more because if they dont then I'm just going to stop updating, so if you do still read it let me know so i know that Im not just wasting my time.
Ok Im sitting here in first period and its almost over so im gonna go
lata

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 23:17:21 GMT

yea well i haven't updated in like a year but well im updating now...not that anyone really reads this any more. So school started like a week ago...senior year oh yea!... but it really sucks. Im ready for it to be over with already...oh well. so for all of you that don't know, stacey is living with me now and i know stupid people were spreading rumors that she wasnt pregnant but trust me, she is very pregnant...maycies coming soon, I cant wait!
yea i dont really know what else to talk about...me and brent broke up a while ago and now im dating this guy that I work with..jared...hes cool and all but i still really miss brent.
ok so thats about the extent of my life right now so i guess i'll start updating my journal more often. later people!

Fri, 06 May 2005 19:06:56 GMT

well since hannah never even updates this anymore.. i guess that i will do it for her! hmm.. lets see.. what has hannah been up to lately? lets ask her!!

well she says that she has nothing to update about.. so i guess that this will be the only thing that i put in here! she should stay after with me tonight so that i wont be all alone with mr bever in the algebra room.. cuz that dude is weird.. and when i am alone with him then he thinks that i should be the smartest person in the classroom.. and i'm not! and i am just going on randomly.. because i have nothing else to say.. and i have nothing to do.. and i am bored.. and hannah is talking to chris! chris hates breaking benjamin.. but i am gonna end this now cuz hannah is watching me.. hello hannah! goodbye hannah!

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 17:30:37 GMT

hey hey everyone! this is dusty.. hannah is takin a whole bunch of quizes.. so i decided to update for her.. since she is so busy and stuff! we are going to eat chinesse after this with a whole bunch of people..

brent broke up with hannah.. but now they are just on a break.. which i guess is cool!

but me and hannah are in love and we are getting married.. after i get divorced from stephanie! haha.. juss kiddin everyone!

ok.. well i am gonna end this thing.. later everyone!

Valentine Food For Thought

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 19:52:06 GMT

Cabbage always has a heart; Green beans string along.
You're such a cute tomato, Will you peas, to me belong?
You've been the apple of my eye, You know how much I care;
So lettuce get together, We'd make a perfect pear.

Now, something's sure to turnip to prove you can't be beet;
So, if you carrot all for me let's let our tulips meet.
Don't squash my hopes and dreams now, Bee my honey, dear;
Or tears will fill potato's eyes, While sweet corn lends an ear.

I'll cauliflower shop and say, Your dreams are parsley mine.
I'll work and share my celery, So be my valentine.

-aww isn't that cute!

yay!!!

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 19:24:20 GMT

sry guys, i havent updated in a really long time.....i've been really busy plus i dont ever get on the computer at my house so school is the only time i ever update. but anyways....yeah....valentines day is coming up....and my birthday! yay! i cant wait....valentines day is like the best holiday, no not really, my favorite holiday is halloween.
ok well i updated so im gonna go now.
later people

aww :)

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 19:57:08 GMT

Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile and finds in your presence that life is worth while, so when you're lonely remember it's true, someone somewhere is thinking of you

charlie

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 17:22:07 GMT

Blinker - turning left, I get the sudden feeling - I miss you.
It's the songs on the radio and the wind in my hair that remind me.
As I am going down the highway, it feels like you're with me.
Fragments of glass and plastic litter the side of the road,
a defunct memoir of your last moments.
Sometimes when the cold August wind sings to me,
I have Charlie days

This morning on my way to pick up shonee i heard one of the song that they played at charlies funeral...it made me think of him and i miss him...i still cant belive hes gone.

:)

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 17:27:42 GMT

Empty words on empty paper,

empty thoughts upon my mind.

Empty hearts in empty people,

inner beauty's hard to find.

Empty shadows on empty walls,

Dreams concocted in the night.

Empty time for empty actions,

lost with rise of morning light.

Empty past and empty future,

can I make it one more day?

Empty life with empty purpose,

my empty heart will find a way.

;)

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 18:18:58 GMT

I would give you a hundred lightning bugs in a green glass jar,so you can always see your way.I would give you a meadow full of wild flowers,where no two blooms would ever be alike.I would give you a lake shimmering from the bright moonlight, where diamonds would dance across the crystal water.I would give you a bright red-breasted robin singing in the early morning sun,to wake you every morning.If you would only love me, I would give you magic;if you would only love me.

;)

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 19:49:21 GMT

Touch me

but not so deeply

Love me

but not so hopelessly

Hate me

but not so obsessively

Be me

but not so much like me

:)

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 18:55:14 GMT

Emotions Alive

Happy shines, an undeniable beam.
Hopeful achieves the unattainable dream.
Bored wants to find a daring thrill.
Depressed sits alone, maybe pops a pill.
Sorrowful drips from desperate eyes.
Envious travels to where jealous resides.
Forgetful doesn't know where it has been.
Lazy refuses to ever begin.
Nostalgic can't ever get out of the past.
Nice won't always finish dead last.
Angry gets washed away by ocean's tide.
Lonely can't help being empty inside.
Content knows how to forgive and forget.
Spontaneous never encounters regret.
Hateful has false hopes of getting ahead.
Ambitious will lead and never be led.
Emotions and moods, some we wish not to feel,
But without this mixture, would we ever be real?

i love brent

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 20:30:17 GMT

hey...sorry guys, i havent updated in a really long time....i guess i've been really busy. I dont know it kind of seems like i dont have time to do much of anything any more...thats one of the reasons why im quiting cheerleading. we'll cheerleading sucks this year any ways. OMG sunday was like the best day of my life....me and brent hung out at my house like all day and he told me that he loved me....i was so happy....i love him so much......ok but anyways im sure no one really cares....but im suppose to be working on my christmas article so im gonna go.
later

i had the best weekend of my life!

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 14:55:23 GMT

ok....i had like the best weekend of my life....friday me and stacey hung out with brent and bobby(staceys boyfriend) and we with them and hung out with other people and then we went back to bobbys house and watched a movie....me and stacey got back to her moms house at 4 in the morning and we went to bed about 7.....then on saturday i went to my dads house and that got boring so i went to charlies sisters house and me, brent, stacey, bobby, charlies sister, and charlies sisters boyfriend all got drunk...it was fun...ok...then on sunday i went home and took a shower and stuff, went to hang out with john, and then i got to see brent again....they all came over last night and they left at like 10:30....i swear i got like no sleep this weekend but thats ok it was worth it. i left out some of the details so if anyone wants to here more about my weekend you can call me.

chicken n a biskit

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 14:51:45 GMT

omg last night was fucking awesome...cody picked me up at my house and we went to pats house. had a little to drink and then we went to pick up joe but we got lost. once we found our way back to town we went to the powder puff game and i took pictures for the yearbook....then me and cody went to his house and hung out and after a while we went to the court house cuz stacy and brent wanted me to....we hung out there for like 10 minutes and then i had to be home.....but yea that was my night...it was very eventfull. oh yea and on our way to the court house cody got pulled over for going 61 in a 40...it was funny...well no it wasnt but thats ok. im in such a good mood right now and i dont know why....well i gotta go do biology...fun fun!
later

:)

Wed, 20 Oct 2004 14:53:20 GMT

i cant belive its only wednesday....i wish it was friday....i think me and cody are gonna go to some haunted houses. yay! any one know of any good ones?
anyways sry about my last entry...ive been really depressed. but yea im good now...well not really but thats ok. right now me and erin are sitting here doing...well suppose to be doing our cell catalog thingy.
well im gonna go
later

oh has any one read chris's journal yet (unscrewed1112)....its so funny! go read it! oh but i'll warn you...hes on some fucked up medicine right now. half the stuff in his journal isnt true....well at least i dont think it is.

sometimes i wonder......what the fuck are people thinking

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 17:17:55 GMT

i am so pissed off right now.....im seriously gonna go crazy.....i really cant take this shit any more. im so stressed out and everyday i just gets worse....and the thing about it is that i cant tell anyone why im mad because no one would understand.......IDK i really shouldnt be this up set over what im upset about but i am....i really cant take this any more. anyways im sure no one cares so i'll tell you about my weekend....friday i went with cody and hung out at the courthouse with a bunch of hicks (i know..doesnt sound very fun but i had nothing better to do). Saturday i hung out with shonee and we called people cuz we couldnt find anything to do....we never did find anything to do so shonee came back to my house and hung out for a while and then she left. oh yea and i got a call from steele right when i was getting ready to go to bed asking me if i wanted to fuck him....and then sunday i sat at home and watched movies and i saw chelsea and ashley at CVS. yea that was my weekend....not very exciting. oh i fixed my computer last night but it was really piontless....there was no one on line for me to talk to...well nicole was on line but who would want to talk to her...lol....just kiddin! :)
well i gotta go finish homework.
later

food!

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 17:27:16 GMT

omg im so glad that its thursday....i dont really have any plans for this weekend unfortunatly....oh well.
Today has been a really good day so far...in yearbook we had a pitch in and everyone brought food (i brought kool-aid) and i ate so much. my tummy hurts now :( we had chicken (it wasnt very good) and mashed potatos and chips....i dont know what else....there was a lot of food. i think i gained like 10 pounds. oh and there was cookies (chocolate chip ones) and brownies and this cake stuff that was really good. Right now im suppose to be finishing my editorial for the newspaper. yea anyways...any one who reads my journal should go read chris's....his name is unscrewed1112....its really funny but half of it isnt true. ok well i gotta go :)
later

great

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 18:23:30 GMT

yea here i am in animal science being really bored so i decided to update my journal agian.....i was in a really good mood this morning, well last period, but chelsea just ruined it by telling me something.....i cant really say what it was though cuz a certian people that read my journal but yea it made me mad because i dont understand why that person couldnt tell me themselves cuz im sure its been going on for a while but i dont know...well this computer sucks and i can hardly see what im typing so im gonna go
later

yay

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 17:21:04 GMT

today has been a really good day but im so behind in all my homework and i dont even know how it happened....ok well mabey i do know how it happened but i really need to start doing my homework so my grades dont go down....oh but i am passing biology 2 now...well li think i am. anyways im sitting here in the computer lab with chris and tommy doing my article even though its already long enough. well we only have like 10 minutes left so i better go finish it
later

i got a kitty!

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 17:21:41 GMT

omg this day is not going good...i hate mondays! im sitting here in the computer lab watching chris twitch...and doing my article about halloween. but anyways.. my weekend was pretty good. friday i had to cheer and we lost. it was like 33 to 13. :( and then saturday i went and saw tyler and then me and ashley and chelsea went to riley days and walked around....it was very boring. then we went to duggers house and chilled for a while. Sunday i got up at like 3 and me and shonee went to church....thats where i found my kitty, well acctually shonee found it but it lives with me....we named it pickles, its so cute and little. but yeah that was my weekend.
well im gonna go
later

halloween

Wed, 06 Oct 2004 17:05:26 GMT

‘Anocht Oidhche Shamhna, a Mhongo Mango. Sop is na fuinneogaibh; dúntar na díirse. Eirigh id’ shuidhe, a bhean an tighe. Téirigh siar go banamhail, tar aniar go flaitheamhail. Tabhair leat ceapaire aráin agus ime ar dhath do leacain fhéin; a mbeidh léim ghirrfiadh dhe aoirde ann ages ciscéim choiligh dhe im air. Tabhair chugham peigín de bhainne righin, mín, milis a mbeidh leawhnach ’n-a chosa agus uachtar ’n-a mhullaigh; go mbeidh sé ag imtheacht ’n-a chnocaibh agus ag teacht Ôn-a shléibhtibh, agus badh ó leat go dtachtfadh sé mé, agus mo chreach fhada níor bhaoghal dom.’